Our book of the week

Your Voice in My Head
Talented, prolific and charming, Emma Forrest was settled in Manhattan at twenty-two, and on contract to the Guardian, when she realised that her quirks had gone beyond eccentricity, past the warm waters of weird and into those cold, deep patches of the sea where people lose their lives.

Lonely, in a dangerous cycle of cutting and bulimia, and drawn inexplicably to damaging and cruel relationships, she found herself in the chair of a optimistic psychiatrist – a man whose wisdom and humanity would wrench her from the vibrant and dangerous tide of herself, and who would help her to recover when she tried to end her life.

Emma’s loving and supportive family and friends circled around her in panic.  And then she fell in love. One day, when Emma called to make an appointment with her psychiatrist, she found no one there. He had died, shockingly, at the age of 53, leaving behind a young family, for whom he had fought to survive. Processing the premature death of a man who’d become her anchor after she’d turned up on his doorstep, a failed suicide, she was adrift. And when her significant and all-consuming relationship also fell apart, she was forced to cling to the page for survival. Your Voice In My Head is a dazzling and devastating memoir spiked with wit, humour and unique perception. It not only explores the crashing weight of depression, mania and suffering, but also the beauty of love, and the heartbreak of loss. It is also, fundamentally, about our relationship with ourselves.